MAN! I am SOOOOO sorry it has taken me
this long to update our blog. It's ridiculous, I know. I'm committing to doing better; right.... now!
I hope this post finds everyone reading it well. Things in the Atkins household seem to be resemble a revolving door- constant movement always ending up back in the same place. Thankfully, our little family is settling into a routine. God is so incredibly good and we are learning more and more every day to be better stewards of our finances and to trust Him to provide for our needs. It's pretty cool to see that He does this in ways we would never expect!
As I think back to Fall of 2010, I can't help but recognize and appreciate all of the changes that have taken place. #1- My marital status and last name. We have been married almost 3 months! Woo hoo! I can't lie, though; there have been some dark days in the infancy of our marriage. Not every day holds rainbows and french kisses. There have been days where I have brooded, shouted, stormed through the house, and even left to clear my head. The love (and need) of money is the root of all evil and until my precious husband and I learned that we need to work together instead of against each other to solve our money issues, our relationship took a few blows. Don't misunderstand me; we are definitely not rolling in money now- in fact we are still struggling to get back on our feet. It's just that we have put our pride and human selfishness aside for favor of the commitment we made to each other to fight
for our marriage (for better or worse) instead of
in our marriage. Things are incredibly sweet now that we refuse to quarrel over the stupid green stuff. It leaves A LOT more time for mushy moments and stolen kisses in the midst of the whirlwind our lives are right now.
#2- The location of my occupation. I rhymed. Tee hee. Last school year I went through an incredibly hard time. Some might say I was too vocal about how I felt regarding the way the other teachers and I were treated; others publicly (and secretly) applauded me. Either way, due to my "weakness" in assessing students (even though my PASS test scores were higher than those at the other middle school and even the Greenville County average), I was forced to leave a place I should not have stayed in anyway. April to June was a time of some serious spiritual growth for me. I experienced a lot of what I imagine lots of people in the Bible felt. I was helpless and at times hopeless; I knew that what I was going through was nothing I could fix on my own and the cry of my broken heart every. single. day. was for God to heal and restore and provide, because I knew I couldn't. Well, being the faithful God He is, He answered my prayer. I had to work my booty off when He presented such an amazing opportunity, but my efforts were rewarded with my
dream job. Is it easy and life a piece of cake? Heck to the NO. BUT! The crucial difference is that I arrive at and depart my job each day with joy in my heart and a feeling that I belong and am appreciated and
valued. There's a "proficient until proven otherwise" mentality- it's incredibly refreshing when you are used to the opposite. Don't get me wrong. I have forgiven and I have moved on, and I will not pass judgement for I cannot pretend I know the condition of anyone's heart; but treating those you are in a position to support and mentor as mediocre and unworthy of your praise is not something I would be proud of when it came time to take stock of the actions and choices I have made in this life. Just sayin'.
#3- My furry family is complete!! I have acquired a puppy sister and kitty brother for Scoobert. He may not acknowledge it, but I know he's happy and could not live without them. I can see it in his eyes. Or maybe it's just gas. Either way, we love snuggling and laughing with our furry little ones and couldn't imagine anything better- at least until the pitter patter of little feet no longer applies to paws. ;)
#4- I have a beautiful, safe, HOME to call my own! Of course, not without some pretty pennies, but I am so in love with our home. It has nothing to do with the structure or features or conveniences. It has everything to do with the touches of our personalities- fresh, colorful paint; pictures on the walls; new and old furniture packed with sentimental value; and the sweet memories we make as each room comes to life with the love and life we share as a little family unit.
Things have changed A LOT in 12 months. Some, in fact most, changes have been bittersweet. This life is the only one we have to live, and we are learning more and more every day that as we
simplify our attitudes, desires, goals, and possessions, each breath we take (every move you maaaake... I'll be-- sorry, I can't help but sing when I hear that phrase) becomes more and more precious. Like someone important (whose identity I cannot recall) says, "It's not about the number of breaths we take. It's about the moments that take our breath away".
LOTS more entries to come soon. I'll be sharing some Pinterest loves (if you wanna join lemme know and I'll send you an invite! It's sooo addicting!) as well as some HILARIOUS stories from my new students. 7th graders are even funnier than 6th graders!!! And once my camera gets fixed---which I am SUPER SAD about--- I will have oodles of pictures to catch you up on.
I hope you all are enjoying the crisp mornings and lazy evenings as summer begins to meander off and fall approaches to settle in.
Much love from the little Atkins household and until next time,
J + A
